I’ve always been interested in my spiritual side. Whilst I grew up as a Christian, I’ve always been interested in things like angel cards, mediumship, and tarot. Although I bought my first angel cards about 18 years ago, I never learned how to use them and, being honest, I was a little afraid of what I might be opening myself up to. If I could accept that angels and spirits were out there and I could become aware of them, then how could I be sure I wouldn’t inadvertently connect with a bad spirit? And if a spirit tried to communicate with me directly, would it scare me?

Fast forward to this year. My best friend passed away in my arms. I watched him take his last breath and saw the life leave him. It made me question even more – what is out there? I don’t feel like that’s the end of his story but how do I connect to that world?

In trying to learn more about this, I have realised that I could destroy a forest for the paper I need to write my notes on the readings I’m trying to learn and so I have decided to record them here. If you have stumbled across this, this is by no means a tutorial site. This is just my journal of things I’m exploring and thoughts I’m having.

Outside of all this, I have a very full life with three children aged 5-12, a husband, far too many pets, and a mountain of work to keep on top of for college. I’m busy, but if I’m reading the cards right, this is the right time for me to grow and explore this higher consciousness and spiritual side.